Sometimes I feel......

like the loneliest person in the world :(  I know im not but days like today it truly feels like it. I cant believe that after nearly 10 years we are no closer of having a baby. Noone really knows just how upset I am and noone really understands the pain i am feeling,  it hurts like crazy. Everytime we get close of living the dream it is taken away from us just as quick....how does one manage to keep going...when do you know enough is enough?? My heart aches!